I feel dead...

I feel dead, it doesn't matter anymore how I feel. I don't know what is the next step to take. Do you think that that is the only way out? Why must you wait till so long before reacting like this? I feel unjustified, unloved. I put in my best, I gave it my all. I sacrifice my best. I gave my first and last. I don't know if I can do it all over again. I just feel so dead, so dead... if death have a feeling, this must be it. the end of a dream, the end of a road. U-turns hurts, standing still is not an option, move on... how to? God I leave it all in your hands. goodbye the love that sour.